The start There I was, a healthy born baby. Crying in a hospital room in my mother's arm and beside her stood my father smiling. Little did I know about that smile. I wasn't the brightest kid growing up but that would mean the feeling of silky belt on the naked skin of your back … Continue reading Stairway to life… or hell
The waterfalls I lay in my bed, thinking about life. My friend picks me up and we go to her university. Ugh Another shitty day and I'm already high. Why not up the dosage? We finish and I drop her to work and take another dose of my high. Feeling pretty jumpy. What the fuck … Continue reading Teardrop
Follow up Yeah, I know I haven't written in a while. Of course I haven't, My girlfriend broke up with me. She gave up on us, so what do you think? Oh well. I had no reason to get up anymore, I looked like a homeless hobo staying on bed 24/7. Curtains closed, pills and … Continue reading Devastation
Endearment We were both young and wild adoring each other for a while It'd last forever That we thought never Cycle of life begins and ends With memories we remain as friends. We were at each other's level of affection But neither one of us could get the satisfaction I gave it my all, tried … Continue reading Intertwined
Catastrophic events Everyone dove into the year 2017 with hopes that it will be better than 2016. With smiles and laughter, new objectives and goals. New things to do, new people to know. I was one of those people. Well I hoped every year would be better than my last one. Turns out it doesn't … Continue reading Twenty Seventeen.
End of the road? Is this it? Is this what life is? Questioning my existence at the age of 13. Is this what kids do? Is everyone physically beaten everyday or is it just me? Another morning I wake up with bruises on my back and a stiff body. Ahh, prepare for another day of … Continue reading Pills and blood
Normal evening.. Or so I thought. I woke up around 6. Did my usual routine of going to the bathroom, wash my face, brush my teeth, go to the kitchen and find some food. Feeling refreshed as I hadn't slept well the other night. But something felt off. What was this feeling? What am I … Continue reading Tears for my own.
In the morning... I was awoken by chairs crashing onto my skin. Wait what just happened? Open eyes and there is my dad, standing and staring at me. His face.. it was completely red and suddenly the atmosphere turned gloomy. He said "stop skipping school, you are going there today". Hmm, another day of arabic language … Continue reading 18th birthday
No such thing. There is no such as best friends, at least not for me. Either they are family or they are not. But what's amusing is that they are the ones who tend to hurt me more than the enemies themselves. It all started back in 2014. I joined a conference for youth leadership … Continue reading Best friends?
As usual I was going through the dark nights and lonely sounds but I came across someone who poured their feelings into words and it reminded me what I used to do. It reminded me what I have become and that I need to release my feelings through words too. If this is not for … Continue reading Someone inspired me to re-write